I tried to make it work. However, battling PTSD and major depression forced me to throw in the towel. I had a beautiful business that I built from absolutely nothing. It had the potential to become everything I ever wanted. I was (and still am) proud of that business. No matter how hard I tried, though, I couldn’t handle it any longer. I had to say a sad goodbye.
Constantly dealing with anxiety and depression has significantly impacted my life. Many hopes and dreams have been pursued and met with an abrupt end. I have disappointed myself in many situations. I have learned that failing is nothing to be feared; only because I have faced failure so often.
I have no idea where my life is headed. Every path I have taken has led to something unexpected. But that is okay! I will not fail at trying to get better. Today, I put my best foot forward. Just like a tough little lotus that rises above the murky pond water, I will rise above, too (and so will you!!). After all, that is what life is all about.
2014 CC image, “Lotus Beauty” courtesy of Tony Brooks on Flickr.
Tough Little Lotus 